I've spent the last week viewing the world from, as my dad calls it, "under the waves." Everything is kind've grey and murky down here, and smells a little bit like rotted fish.
The tint and the smell (and the general feeling that everything I have, ever, or will do is a colossal disappointment, both to myself and the world) makes it hard to see the bright spots.
But there are bright spots.
So, taking a page from Gala Darling and her treatise on Radical Self Love, I'm going to try to keep perspective, and to make a list of 5 good things that happen to me on these days.
Here's yesterday's list:
1. Got stuck at a train crossing.
2. Talked to an old friend from the record company.
3. Dangled my feet in a pool.
4. Went out for frozen yogurt with friends.
5. Helped welcome a friend's new nephew to the world with inappropriate Justin Bieber pictures.
BONUS GOOD THING:
Had a formal reading of The Hunger Games Cookbook in the aisle of the supermarket. Featured such instructions as "Take 1 tree rat. Divide into pieces."
I'm not sure if these things make up for the rest of my miserable, rotting-fishy day, but it's probably good for me to try and keep perspective. Not all my days are spent under the waves. Eventually, I'll break the surf. I always do.
Thanks, Hallmark Cards, Inc.
Alright, I'll bite. Why was it a good thing that you got stuck at a train crossing?
ReplyDeleteI just like trains.
DeleteHell yes. I like it best at the front of the line when the train is slow enough to appreciate the graffiti with a receding-horn/click-clack soundtrack.
DeleteHey Marissa, if you're ever looking for people to talk about depression or anxiety with: I think the DBSA group in Boulder is pretty great.
ReplyDeleteI love the title of your blog:) Thanks for stopping by and viewing my posts. It's also a good thing that you have a blog to vent your feelings and that you can do it so well.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're feeling so depressed. I'm not sure if this will help cheer you up a little bit, but I think your blog is awesome. :)
ReplyDeleteI need to get a copy of that Hunger Games cookbook too! Ha!
Anyway, I hope you feel better soon! Hugs!